I feel like I'm floating out in limbo here. I get absolutely no feedback anymore. Every conversation I have with anyone is so predictable, more like a short script than any real conversation. It gets to the point where you wonder if it's worth it at all anymore. There's something beyond the Lillian piece than just some character drawing. Looking at it creeps me out. I've hidden it away in a book so it won't get messed up, but I don't want to see it.